smile on her frown♥

2. So the mood I was in last night didn’t carry over to the morning what so ever, not even a little bit of happiness filled my body it was all just grump and confusion more than anything, my hormones needed sorting out and now more than anything, I couldn’t handle them myself let alone Aston handle me, they were getting pinned too him, not the nicest place to be in if I can say. A pair of arms, of course they were Aston’s slid around my waist as his body got pushed up against my back, his lips found my neck sucking onto it for a number of seconds. My eyes rolled over, trying to push the anger that was built in my system out, I literally just pushed myself away from the male and to the other side of the kitchen where the kettle was. “Do you not own any clothes?” Was the first thing I spoke that morning, his features dropped completely, I could tell what he was going to say ‘What’s your problem’ or something on the lines of that of course. “What’s the matter this morning, you seemed fine last night” But that’s the thing, I don’t even remember what happened last night, I can’t even remember how I got home, the only thing I remember was when we turned up at Aston’s apartment fighting, I don’t remember kissing and making up, maybe I was a bit high on something, air? Can you even get high on air? “Last night? Aston I don’t even know what happened” I noticed his eyebrow cocked ever so slightly, yeah he was confused, just as I was. “Why wouldn’t you know what happened?” My shoulders shrugged, well why am I stood here listening to him? That’s what I wondered. Aston placed his back against the worktop, his eyes travelled towards the floor, he looked round in circles. “Do you actually love me, like you said last night?” His voice spoke. What. The. Fuck? Ran though my mind several times, I’ve fucked his up now haven’t I? My voice didn’t say anything, I didn’t even attempt to talk; maybe it was best to keep quiet till I knew what I wanted to say instead of just being confused and telling him a load of bullshit. I watched his head rise and his eyes look directly towards me. He just stared for a few minutes before pushing himself away from the worktop. “I didn’t think so” Before walking out the kitchen and heading for the stairs. “No, Aston, I didn’t say anything, stop presuming things” I called behind him as I went to follow him, at this point he was half was up the stairs and I figured I should just wait for him to come back down to start talking and sorting things out, there wasn’t any point in chasing him I figured to give him a chance to think things though, even if it was for a second. My body turned around picking up the two cups of tea’s I made and taking them into the living room placing them on the dining room table and soon sitting myself down on the sofa. Within seconds, my head fell into my hands. Was everything just going to fall down now? After so much time of trying was he just going to give up on me? “I’m still taking Phoebe out tonight, right?” My head shot up looking in his direction for a period of time; he was still walking towards the hall way slipping his shoes on. “Don’t go, you were so up for talking last night” I reminded, he literally just shrugged once, that hurt. Knowing he didn’t want to talk to me, maybe I was right; maybe he was giving up on me. “I’m not in mood for this” He mumbled and I knew he didn’t want me to hear that, even if I did it wouldn’t stop me. “The boys want me at work in half hour I need to go home and get ready” Which was true, but I didn’t want him to go I wanted to talk and he knew that it needed to be done at one point in time. “So you’re being like me now are you?” Left my lips, yet I wished it hadn’t. I pushed myself up from the sofa following the male as he walked down the hall way. “And what is that suppose to mean?” “Walking away from it all, its not going to go away” His head shock from side to side. “I’m not walking away, there’s nothing else to say” My eyes literally dropped to the floor, I couldn’t even look at him, this wasn’t it, was it? Where everything just went away? “So, Phoebe, I’m still taking her out?” He asked once more as his hand took a hold of the door handle. Once again I didn’t even think about answering that question. “Aston, just stay” I groaned my back going onto the door so he couldn’t get out without moving me away. His eyes rolled once more. “Katie, I have to go to work” “The boys won’t mind, just call them” His hands went to both my shoulders pushing me out the way and opening up the door walking out. What else could I say? I couldn’t exactly threaten him with Phoebe could I, that was just horrible. I watched him walk out, my body soon pushed itself out with him taking a hold of his hand and then turning him around to face me. My body pushed itself up towards his my lips going to his ear. “Please” I whispered as I let my lips press against his neck, kissing up and around towards the back of his ear which I knew was his soft spot. My hand kept rubbing up and down his hip before all you could hear was Aston groan through his teeth. “Not here” A whisper left his lips pushing me back into the house and up against the nearest wall. I understood exactly why he pushed me back into the house, if fans walked past and saw him a story would have been out and they wouldn’t have left it as that either. My lips kept teasing him just behind the neck before I heard the door slam shut, my lips left his neck soon Aston’s getting pushed onto them tightly. Do you think I’ve won him over at this point in time? His hands soon rested against my waist teasing me around, I allowed my lips to move from his, lifting his top over his head, without hesitation he did the same with me, soon pushing his body closer to mine, his lips reaching mine again. At this point in time, I was trying to pull him along the wall and get him to somewhere more comfortable. I managed to get him into the living room, after pulling and tugging. I went to pull him towards the stairs instead he pushed me back over the arm of the sofa, by now laying on top of me. “Ast…” I moaned, watching as he lifted his head his eyes looking right into mine, I saw a bit of doubt in his eyes. That was normal wasn’t it? I mean always having me change my mind twenty four seven. One minute’ I love you’ the next minute ‘I hate you’ “I … I do love you” I pushed out from my lips watching as a small smile leave his lips; I loved to see Aston happy, even if it was just a small smile like this situation. The male didn’t reply though and before I knew it my hands went against Aston’s jeans allowing myself to push them down. I mean, I wasn’t going to fast was I, I mean I really didn’t want to have this piece of ‘fun’ as people called it and then just fight afterwards, knowing everything would just wash away in just a flick of a switch.