smile on her frown♥

1.We just constantly fought, what would you expect, we can’t just get back together because he have a daughter, we have to be together cause we love each other, right? That’s how relationships work; his eyes looked me up and down I literally couldn’t help but roll my eyes at him. “I’ve gotta go” It was reaching near enough eight o’clock I’m sure my mum would wonder why I was so late picking Phoebe up, or at least wondering why I hadn’t told her I would be late. “No, just stay” “And do what exactly, fight?” I was right though ‘cause that’s all we ever seemed to do. I pushed myself out from the kitchen to the living room, that was empty I guessed the lads and Rochelle were upstairs. “Where are you going?” He spoke as I picked my jacket up from the sofa and began to tug it on. “Home” “No your not” “What, so as well as the father to my child you’re my dad now are you Aston?” I questioned yet didn’t exactly want to hear his reply so turned around and allowed myself to walk towards the door. “Katie” His hand grabbed mine pulling me around to face him. “Can we just kiss and make up?” My head shock, and why on earth would I want to do that, we were constantly arguing, it was best to just to keep our distance, Aston to only be in Phoebe’s life not mine. “No” I pulled my wrist away from his hand instead he pushed his body up to mine, his lips found my neck straight away. “Ast-” I couldn’t even say his whole name, he put me off making me groan ever so slightly. His kisses got higher on my neck soon his lips were placed onto my cheek before getting to my lips, another moan left my pale lips I couldn’t help it; this made the male smile against my lips and pull them closer together, his arms went around my waist perfectly. Why was I doing this? I said I hated him just a minute ago! Allowing my lips to leave his I pushed my head to the side his brown eyes dug into my features. “Why did you stop?” “I-I have to go” My hands went to his chest as I tried to push his body away from mine sliding out the small gap yet his arms pulled me into him as I tried to get away. “Just stay, I was enjoying that” Well I couldn’t exactly say I was too. “Pho-” “Your mum will be fine with it Katie” And with that his lips brushed against mine again, this time I just stood there really not sure of weather to kiss him back or try and leave again. His arms were securely around my waist again before pushing my back up against the front door and allowing his hand to creep up the back of my top. This is when I released another moan the other hand of Aston’s soon went underneath one of the legs pulling it up to his waist, I soon allowed my arms to go around his neck and tighten, our two bodies getting closer and closer with one another’s. Minutes passed, the pair of us still had our lips joint, what could I say if I was to say I ‘needed to go’ again it would only turn into an argument, this wasn’t a moment to argue, maybe later. “What the fuck’s going on down here?” Marvin’s voice took over my thoughts I allowed my lips to leave Aston’s again looking behind him to the three lads and Rochelle. “I think they turned each other on” “Yeah, we are here so we can here you” Aston’s voice soon butted in as he pushed himself off me and turned around with a not so good face expression; like he was disappointed we got disturbed. “Well can you two move away from the door, Shell and I are heading home” I pushed myself to one side, Aston walked into the house and soon made his way into the living room sitting himself onto the sofa. “And you missus, come here, now!” He knew I could have easily ran out the house and home, it was a long walk, yeah but I could easily get there before it turned pitch black. I debated weather or not to make a run for it and in the end I pushed myself towards the sofa. By this time Aston was lying across it though left a big enough space for me to lie next to him; which of course I did. I gave in too easily I know I did. The two other boys sat down and the four of us got talking, though Aston fell asleep causing Jb and Oritse to depart leaving me the only one awake in the house. I managed to get out of Aston’s grip and pull a small blanket over the male. “Night Aston, sweet dreams” I whispered bending over and allowing my lips to press against his forehead lightly. “You’re not going anywhere” He groaned his hands tugging onto my clothing. Half asleep or fully awake, that’s what I wanted to know. “I have to” “No, please stay” I pushed myself towards the door; I knew Aston was following me. “You’ll see me tomorrow anyway” He made sure he visited Phoebe everyday even if he had to come round just before she was going off to bed. “Fine, at least let me drive you” I sighed at his comment might as well; I simply shrugged as I watched him pick his keys up and follow me out the house. The journey to my mum’s was silent, I actually just sent her a quick text if I could stay at hers; it would be much easier with Phoebe and all especially if she was sleeping. She said yes so that saved me a journey back to mine. “Night babe” My voice was the first to break the silence; Aston leant over and kissed my lips lightly. “I love you” “I love you too” I allowed myself to speak soon pushing myself out the car and shutting the door up behind me before walking to the house and ringing on the door bell. As it opened Aston began to speak again. “Katie” I turned my body around to see him walking up the pathway, that’s when my mum walked back into the house but left the door open. “Do I get to see my daughter?” Oh god, I couldn’t resist that pout of his. “Mum, is Phoebe asleep yet?” I called into the house looking in as I waited for a reply. “Falling asleep on the sofa, honey” I rolled my eyes, why did I give in so easily? “Fine, but don’t hyper her up” Though this was Aston we were talking about. I pushed the door open more to watch Aston walk in the house, he got half way down the hall and slid of his shoes before walking into the living room. “Daddy” But I didn’t hear foot steps so I gathered Phoebe didn’t move from where she was sat. “Sit here… look you on TV” My lips moulded a smile as I shut up the front door and walked into the living room also, Aston was by now kneeled next to the sofa Phoebe was across. “I’m going to bed honey, would you like me to take Phoebe into play school tomorrow?” Shit, I forgot about that, I slowly allowed my head to nod up and down. “Yeah, please mum” She smiled before walking towards the stairs. “Sleep well mum, I love you” “I love you too” That make me smile once more, I don’t know why. I loved my mum I really did she was there for me and my three other sibling from day one, and also for Phoebe as a great Nan. I went into the kitchen pulling out an apple and biting into it before walking back towards the living room, Aston was leant over our daughter. “Can I take her up?” I nodded a few times. “Yeah, you know where her bedroom is, right?” That’s when he nodded, taking Phoebe in his arms and soon walking up the stairs with her. I turned the TV and everything off making sure the doors were locked, all I had to do was get Aston to lock the front door and then post the key through the letter box; saved me going back down. I pushed myself up the stairs just as Aston was coming out of the bright pink room and shutting the door up. A smile parted my lips once more before Aston’s body pushed back onto mine his lips wanting to find mine but I literally just pushed myself away from him. “NO! My mum is here” His features dropped. “At least let me stay?” He asked, that’s exactly when I just looked at the male, I mean he wanted a lot tonight didn’t he? “I-” His hand brushed against my cheek, putting me off the words I wanted to say, I just looked into his melting brown eyes, feeling my legs go to jelly, like I was going to collapse. My eyes flicked down towards my pocket as I pulled the key out from it and then passing it to the older male. “Go lock the door then” He grinned away turning himself around and rushing back down the stairs, that when I pushed myself into my room at the end and changed myself into my pyjamas before getting myself comfy under the covers. If Aston expected something off me, he was going to have a massive shock; I don’t know what I should be doing, loving Aston or hating his guts. One day we’re all passionate and loving each other and the next we’re fighting and telling each other to get out of each others sight. I couldn’t help but think the only thing which was keeping us together was Phoebe and if I’m perfectly honest with you, that shouldn’t be the case. In my view if the feelings just faded from each other then they should just give it all up to spend time with the kid, not try to make a relationship work and forget the kid. Not long passed and Aston was shutting up my bedroom door up. He stripped down to his boxers, lovely sight must I say, before getting in the bed beside me before pulling the covers over his body also “Nothing’s going to happen or your out, you get me?” I reassured him, I had to ask to make sure, you never knew with Aston, he was very clever and played with my mind a lot, he nodded once again. “I promise” Good god, otherwise I would be in shit it’s not that I didn’t want to go that far with Aston, think of it this way, I’ve already been there with him so if I’m honest with you it wasn’t like it was a new thing, it was more to the fact it had been a while. Feeling his lips against my forehead sent a tingling feeling around my body, from head to toe, my eyes managed to close for a short amount of time. “I love you Aston” I whispered as my eyes opened to look at his features, by now his head was right next to mine and his arms wrapped themselves around my waist protectively. At this point in time, my eyes now slowly began to shut. “I love you more Katie” I managed to push my head into his neck lightly, my hand resting up against his chest gently and nicely, this was more force of habit more than anything. “I love you more than that” My voice whispered once more, I wasn’t being too cheesy was I? After I spoke, Aston didn’t think to say anything, so that lead us to silence, to be honest I thought he must have fell asleep and I didn’t want to wake him anymore with my talking so I  just shut up too. I don’t know what time exactly I fell asleep, I had a lot on my mind and it just went round in circles and circles until my brain just over worked itself and gave in, which is when I did fall asleep, for the first night in a long time knowing everything had a chance of getting back to normal, after the constant fighting over and over, could everything soon change back to it was when Aston first got involved and introduced to Phoebe’s life? Maybe happiness was finding me again?