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i simply don’t have enough time for this anymore and the fact my laptop doesn’t allow me on here for very long doesn’t help at all … i started to put my fanfic up but haven’t been able to for a while now. im currently not writting anymore up the reason being i can’t even write a chapter without my laptop needing charging and i can’t use my laptop when its in charge, thats how fucked up it is! sorry for anyone who was reading but it jusy cannont be done :o - sorreh! i’ve written to chapter 29 so if you want that ask me and well we’ll find a way to get it to you … but you wont get more that that, chapter 30 is still getting written up. once again, sorry!

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5. I don’t even know what was up with Katie. She got a phone call and that was her out the house, me looking after Phoebe for the day and not knowing when she was going to return. The only thing she said to me was ‘I’ll text you later’ and guess what, no text. By now I was stood in the kitchen taking Phoebe’s dinner out the oven, yeah I cooked? Surprised! “Phoebe!” I called though got no answer. My eyes rolled ever so slightly, I pushed myself out from the kitchen and up the stairs to her room; her lights were on so I figured she was awake. By the time I entered her room I figured I was wrong, the female was asleep in the middle of her floor, pens beside her. She was ill, wasn’t she? Trying not to wake her up I picked the small female up and placed her on her bed and pulled the covers over her, allowing myself to sit down on the end beside her, my eyes just gazed at the young tanned female before hearing the door downstairs bang which actually made me jump. I happened to lean over kissing the top of my daughter’s head before making my way out the room and shutting the door up after myself. By the time I got down stairs, I saw a female figure in the kitchen. “You were cooking again?” She asked, I didn’t want to reply it was just one of those things that didn’t need a reply, she would have guessed without an answer. I allowed my body to push against the back of Katie’s, my arms going around her back as I hugged her from behind. I put my chin against her shoulder as I looked over it, my eyes narrowed ever so slightly as I watched her pick at the food in front of her. “Have you been crying?” She slowly stopped what she was doing her head turned to me, what was she thinking? “No, what makes you think that?” She asked as if she was surprised I asked that question; but I had a feeling she was putting this on, thought she’d go mad if I told her that, wouldn’t she? “Just a question, that’s all” She nodded wriggling herself out from my grip, and then walking into the other room. “I’m going off to bed, I’m knackered” I watched her movements closely, something was up I knew that, she didn’t need to tell me. “Babe, what was that all about this morning? I thought you were coming back” I had to ask her, even if I knew I weren’t going to get the answer I wanted it was good to ask. She leant over the sofa picking a top which was lying across it as she spoke. “You know what my brothers are like, they just scare me” But, really? Was that the right thing? “It weren’t your brothers, I know it wasn’t. Katie, your worrying me” With that she turned around with a frown on her face, shit … I had a feeling I knew what she was going to say and if I was right it wasn’t going to be good. “You worry too much you know” I watched as she walked over towards me her arms went around my neck gently. “If it was something to worry about I’d tell you” I allowed my arms to go around her waist as I felt her chin against my shoulder, I gathered she was looking behind me. “Do you want anything to eat before you go off to bed?” Her head shook pretty much straight away as she pulled herself away from me. “I’m fine, I’m not exactly hungry, just want to sleep” I understood that. “Go on, you go and get yourself ready and I’ll be up in a few minutes” I watched as her head shake again, this time she began to walk to the stairs. “No, don’t come up just for me, sit and watch TV or something, sit with Phoebe” She offered, I couldn’t help but think she wasn’t telling me something. “Phoebe’s fallen asleep, you know she’s really not well” Katie didn’t need to be told that, she knew it already. “Should really take her to the doctors” I nodded as did she. “Go on, get yourself to bed, you look shattered sweetheart” She gave a warm smile in my direction before taking a step up the stairs and then walking to the top. I was gutted that we didn’t get time to spend time with each other for the day but it was more the fact she wasn’t telling me what was up that got me to the most, maybe everything will calm down come the morning and she will revel all? Though this was Katie, she was emotional all the time. One minute she was happy and the next she was angry. “Aston! When you come up next can you bring a glass of water?” I heard her voice speak; this was when I pushed myself to the bottom of the stairs. “Sure babe” I smiled up to her to watch her nod once and then turn away. Something was wrong, but why was I worrying so much? If it was something really bad surly I would find out off her or her brothers, right? To be perfectly honest with you, at this point I wasn’t in the mood; I wanted to sleep though my mind was playing on that one topic. What was wrong with Katie? I didn’t brother going up to her room, instead I walked into Phoebe’s room where I laid on the bed next to her and just watched her sleep. As much as it made me think, watching her relaxed me a lot, was that strange? She slept so silently and seemed to happy, just if she new what really could be happening if things were differently, she wouldn’t be so happy I guessed. She’s be in the public eye with all these people looking, staring at her, asking the small female all these questions, she wouldn’t know what to think and I’m glad it wasn’t like that, yet. Maybe another month or so that was if Katie and I lasted, I mean right now I was having doubts. That was bad to say about the woman you love but it was true.

wont be uploading much of my fanfic at the moment; back at school and i haven’t got the time, i’m getting revision, coursework and exams thrown at me ++ my laptop is really a piece of shit! it doesn’t charge unless the screen is shut so i cant be on it for too long so i cant write much when i am not; sorry guys :/

4. By the time I got home from taking my brother football training, I was knackered so I literally went home and had a long, nice, quiet, relaxing bath but by the time I got out and sat myself on the toilet seat I heard Phoebe’s voice. “Mummy, are you here? Mummy” And I was just enjoying the quiet. “In the bathroom petal” I had to call back otherwise she’d only worry. I heard footsteps come up the stairs so I made sure my grip was tightly against my towl, I really didn’t want it to drop; knowing me it would. “Mummy, I have lots to tell you, daddy took me that place with the big screens and then to place with high things, he did mummy, really he did” I couldn’t help but laugh at her reaction though I didn’t have a clue what she was on about, she was grinning away with her teddy Lola in her hand, she loved that teddy and I think she always will until she grows out of it. “So you had a good time, honey?” Her head nodded up and down rapidly, I would have thought that the night out would have tired her out, that’s what I hoped anyway more the fact being she still had to go to play school the next day. “Great actually” She grinned about to run and turn off, yet I stopped her. “Phoebe, honey; come here a sec” She looked at me standing right in front of me. “Did you say thank you to daddy?” She once more nodded a few times, that’s my little girl, the manners I always brought her up with. “And a big kiss and hug” The young reassured me. “Well will you do me a big favour?” I asked her curiously, her head turned to the side ever so slightly; her light brown hair fell over her right shoulders just nicely as well. “Anything for you mummy” That made me smile, either she came up with that on the spot or Aston told her to use it and if Aston told her I would actually be quite upset, I would have liked to known she would have come out with that on her own. “Go and give daddy another big kiss and hug … actually give him two big kisses and hugs. One from you and one from me and tell him how much you love him, yeah?” I asked with a smile parting my lips, I couldn’t exactly do it myself with Phoebe watching, knowing Aston he’d get a bit carried away. “And tell him you love him?” She asked in a small and cute voice, one word for that and that was; adorable. “Yeah, and me then” She grinned jumping up and down on the spot for a while before turning off. “Oi” I called, she turned around; I allowed my finger to point towards my cheek bending over ever so slightly from where I was sitting. The two year old soon ran back towards me and placed her lips on my cheek lightly. “I love you mummy, lots and lots” “I love you too, millions” She grinned at me before running off towards the stairs again. “DADDY” Her little voice called as I heard her footsteps go all the way down the stairs. That’s when I figured it was best to change so I got changed into a pair of pyjamas, shorts and just a big t-shit, yes in fact it was Aston’s he didn’t know I had taken it, oh well… nothing he could do about that. By the time I got down the stairs Aston was sat on the sofa with Phoebe wrapped in his arms her eyes were connected on the TV, Aston had obviously put some kind of DVD on for her tonight instead of reading her a story. I went into the kitchen, turning off the light, things like that annoy me y’know wasting electricity just to be sat in the other room. I walked over towards the two on the sofa allowing myself to sit down immediately I felt my back slouch letting my foot go onto the edge of the table not far from where I was sat. My eyes reached the TV, Phoebe’s fairy and princess DVD playing. I went to push myself up from the sofa instead a hand grabbed mine pulling me back down, my head turned to the side looking at Aston who of course dragged me back down, his hand soon left my hand his arm going around my shoulders, at this point in time I allowed my body to lean up against his ever so slightly. “What have you been doing?” My eyes soon found his with that light smile. “I took Bradley out football training, I’ve only been back half hour” I told him honestly watching as his head nodded ever so slightly, he always asked me what I did and how was my day like he cared, though I wouldn’t be surprised if he did it just for conversation. “You’re not busy tomorrow are you?” He asked this time in a much lower tone of voice than what he spoke before. I gazed around the room for a short period of time before shaking my head. “Not that I know of, no, why?” “Once we’ve dropped Phoebe off at school I thought we could do something, just the two of us?” I nodded ever so slightly, my eyes going off towards the TV once more; did we have to watch this? “Yeah, that would be good, I’d like that” I went on with a smile before feeling his finger press against my shoulder and draw constant circles around on my skin, I couldn’t help but smile at the feel of his touch. Phoebe’s eyes still set towards the TV. When Aston stopped drawing patterns on my shoulder I couldn’t help but take a glance in his direction, his eyes were closed looking adorable if I may say so myself. I leant up ever so slightly, my lips touched his gently. “I love you” I whispered his eyes looked back towards me, a warming expression on his face. “I heard, missy here told me” I couldn’t help but smile, I allowed my hand to extend, playing with the tips of our daughter’s hair, her head soon turned round to me. “Mummy, my head hurts” Her face had completely dropped from what it looked liked not that long ago up stairs. I literally couldn’t help but frown. “Where sweetie?” She just pointed to the middle of her head. Aston’s arms soon pulled themselves around Phoebe’s body taking her in his arms. “You missy, has had a long night. I think its bed time” He spoke at this point stood up and ready to walk up the stairs. “Noooo daddy, I want to stay here with you and Mummy, please daddy, please mummy?” She literally begged her face going into Aston’s chest, I could feel she actually felt ill and really it wasn’t a nice thing to feel. Aston’s body turned to me, he nodded towards me. At this point in time I was pulling out the sofa I was actually sat on; the sofa was a pull out bed, the good thing about it. Aston leant over, putting the small on the bed. “I’ll get your covers princess” She nodded lightly, looking in my direction; I literally laid beside her, my arms finding her body. The female’s body rolled up to mine I just held onto her, like I was protecting her. I hated seeing her ill that was the thing though. I felt a blanket over the top of me, my head turned to see Aston’s body hovering over us; I smiled ever so lightly at him. “Do you want a cuppa, babe?” I literally nodded though didn’t bother answering him, he took it as a yes and walked into the kitchen. “Mummy…” “Shh, darling… you need to sleep now” She dug her head into my chest her hand played with the fabric on the top though after five, ten minutes she eventually feel asleep, at this point I sat myself right next to Aston, my head had found his shoulder and we just sat there talking, though it wasn’t the best thing to do if he wanted to take me out the next day, the longer I stayed up now, the more grumpy I would be in the day and that meant I probably wouldn’t enjoy the day as much as I would have liked to. Trust me on this; I know what I’m like.